It’s not that I’m lazy, but we all have our moments. Moments that are literally moments, and moments that turn into phases and next thing you know you’re in a slump wondering how on earth did you get to this point?
Earlier this week I decided to step on the scale so that I can get a starting point. My clothes already told me what I knew to be true. But since I decided to take action, I needed to know where I was starting to so that I can measure my progress. I was soooo bummed when I stepped on that dreaded hateful scale. But at the same time, who could I be mad at? The scale or the one standing on it? Laziness ain’t cute.
I was thinking earlier this week, man I need to do a blog post desperately. Blogging is my love and my hobby, yet time is so important. Imagine how much I could get done instead of sleeping and my precious tv time. DH likes to point out that I could do things at night when I come home from work other than catch up on the dvr. I had to remind him that since the kids take over the tv on the weekends, it’s then or it won’t happen. Seeing as how I’m a tv addict…one must feed the wilderbeast. But I’m getting back to my true love. It’s a struggle, not because I don’t love it, but because it takes time. As does everything. And it just seems like I don’t have much of it. We all have the same 24 hours right? It’s time to better use my time. Laziness ain’t cute.
There are many times when I have blog posts running thru my head and I just wish I had a tape recorder or something that wasn’t as sucky as Siri and I didn’t have to worry about corrections…because I would have blogs up all the time! I just need to focus is really what it is.
And in other aspects of my life it’s not that I feel like I’m being lazy per se. It’s more that I’m disapointed in the lack of motivation or focus or the drive that I needed to use and have that sometimes didn’t get put to use. Whether it was because I was being complacent or lazy, it’s put me to a place now where I’m not satisfied. And that’s really what is getting under my skin. Laziness ain’t cute. Not at all.
A change is a coming because Aria doesn’t get down with this. I’m a grown a$$ woman and laziness ain’t cute!